A world of energies and powers unfolded before me and passed through my whole self. An unknown world, unconceivable and magical. And, astonished as I were, I was wondering where it came from and why did it appear along with my acquaintance with the Master? Why hadn’t I find it by myself until then?
I left myself in its swirl and its vibrations became waves of ecstasy, light and dazzles, indescribable visions.
And then, the swirl brought the surprise of pain, the restlessness of the mind, the exaltation of the emotions. And, similarly, I left myself in this opposite form of energy magic, because I could no longer stop. Bewildered by everything, overwhelmed by my life that was becoming more and more substantial, dynamic and revealing, I wrote something on my file in a few days:
"Come, light, to strengthen me, come love to warm me up. Because today I was enfeebled, darkened and frozen. I want to relax within the magic of the universe. I want to throw away the clothes of the past and forever wear my new, bright costume. I want to be united with the whole world. I feel my being becoming stronger by the union with it, but I also feel myself to wither away in it. I am in ecstasy and I savour the magic of this double function, union and dissolution, of infiniteness. I want to leave myself in everything, as simple as it gets."